<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Ghosts, Dreads, Eternal Returns]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fiction, poems, short stories and concepts.]]></description><link>https://kenshilsenntosiy.substack.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!TjmB!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ffe7fa538-de85-4f9a-b24f-61b60ee47a27_400x400.jpeg</url><title>Ghosts, Dreads, Eternal Returns</title><link>https://kenshilsenntosiy.substack.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 16 Apr 2026 06:36:02 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link 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Authors such as Henry Miller and Ana&#239;s Nin paid dearly for that audacity.</p><p><strong>Once the initial euphoria faded, corporations quickly monetized the sexual liberation&#8212;from hippie communes to porn empires.</strong></p><p><strong>By 2026, it became a lucrative farce. </strong>Authors (and opportunistic publishers) take explicit pornography&#8212;endless pages of detailed penetration, squirting, light domination, dirty talk&#8212;decorate it with faeries, dragons, or werewolves, label it &#8220;romantasy,&#8221; and sell it as elevated romantic fantasy. It is smut repackaged with a pretty cover, a shallow plot, and &#8220;spice levels&#8221; on BookTok. The algorithm loves it: unboxings, reviews counting orgasms instead of narrative, exploding sales.</p><p><strong>Many of these books are cheap imitations of Victorian literature</strong>&#8212;or worse, recycled plagiarism produced by heavy AI use. The supposed author throws prompts into ChatGPT (&#8220;write an erotic scene in the style of the Bront&#235; sisters with a dominant fairy&#8221;), poorly cleans up the output, publishes it, and pretends to have been &#8220;inspired by <em>Wuthering Heights</em> or <em>Jane Eyre</em>.&#8221; Readers fall for it: they mistake it for gothic depth when it is merely machine-generated text, without soul, originality, or the real torment of the Bront&#235;s. <strong>It is plagiarism disguised as homage</strong>&#8212;and the most cynical part is that it sells because a desensitized audience does not notice (or does not care).</p><p></p><h2>Three fragile pillars of the porn-florid niche:</h2><p></p><ol><li><p><strong>Aestheticization of addiction</strong><br>Compulsive consumption is repackaged as cultural sophistication: &#8220;It&#8217;s not addiction to easy stimuli; it&#8217;s exploring sexuality and power dynamics through literature.&#8221; This shields consumption from any self-criticism.</p><p></p></li><li><p><strong>Displacement of responsibility</strong><br>Any criticism is framed as moralism or envy from other authors. The debate shifts away from aesthetic or psychological analysis and turns into a shallow war&#8212;exactly what niche publishers and authors want (noise, buzz), amplified by profiles that often are not even identifiable, defending the niche to the point of cultishness.</p><p></p></li><li><p><strong>The economy of unhappiness</strong><br>The business model depends on repetition, not satisfaction. Some profit; the reader consumes more and lives less fully.</p><p></p></li></ol><h3>Worse: minors access it without barriers.</h3><p>Explicit fan art, TikTok edits, sensual covers circulate among adolescents. Adults with colorless lives seek cheap thrills: instant dopamine, no effort, no risk, no need to imagine real tension or desire. Technology has advanced (e-books, AI generating blurbs and covers), but we have regressed&#8212;desensitized, imagination atrophied. We can no longer feel arousal unless it is served explicitly, spoon-fed, pre-chewed, and illustrated. Explicitness has become routine; shock has become boredom.</p><p></p><h3>And about freedom:</h3><p>Enough of cheering for someone else&#8217;s orgasm like a dangling banner. Adults choose their paths&#8212;abstinence, monogamy, polyamory, kink, or celibacy.<br>Leave other people&#8217;s bodies alone. Let go of other people&#8217;s lives.</p><p>And please, stop calling porn literature just because it has elves or a cheap imitation of Victorian writing. You are consuming text plagiarized through heavy AI use and telling yourself the &#8220;author&#8221; was inspired by the Bront&#235; sisters.</p><p>I will not list bad or good examples&#8212;everyone chooses what to feed their mind and how to spend their time and money. I still prefer laughing at Mr. Bean, being frightened by Anne Rice&#8217;s vampires, and hoping young people rediscover joy through works like <em>Harry Potter</em>.</p><p>Meanwhile, I am here trying to find my place as a beginner author: some will hate it, others may love it, and most will not care. But one thing I hold to: do not exploit people&#8217;s weaknesses to sell.</p><div class="pullquote"><p>When everything is explicit and stolen, what truly shocks is the emptiness left on the page&#8212;and in the mind.</p></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://kenshilsenntosiy.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://kenshilsenntosiy.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Gegê: The Little Cow ]]></title><description><![CDATA[A short tale (sample)]]></description><link>https://kenshilsenntosiy.substack.com/p/gege-the-little-cow</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://kenshilsenntosiy.substack.com/p/gege-the-little-cow</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Kenshi L Senntosiy]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 22 Jan 2026 05:28:09 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She had no name, just a tag in her ear that identified her. But that never made her feel any less important.</p><p>Here comes the sun, she thought when she saw it through the crack in the stall. &#8220;Moo!&#8221;</p><p>In the vast sunny field, only the most expensive bulls grazed in the areas of always-fresh grass. Beautiful specimens, some even treated like studs. The cows, however, lived confined. They woke up, ate, and soon the hands came, cleaning and pushing them back&#8212;every day, on the dot.</p><p>123 grew like the others. Other animals lived on the farm. One day, the owner&#8217;s daughter got a Persian kitten, playful and curious&#8230;</p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>How This Story Was Born</strong></h1><p>I was job hunting when I came across an absurd post from the owner of a marketing agency.</p><p>In short, he divided salespeople into carnivores and herbivores.</p><p>It started well, ended terribly:</p><p>&#8220;A salesperson must be a carnivore &#8212; aggressive, go for the kill.</p><p>The rest are just lazy, living off warm leads.&#8221;</p><p>And I thought: how do you disagree with your boss without getting fired?</p><p>The satire came boiling in the middle of the night &#8212; and saved me from losing my mind.</p><p>That&#8217;s how The Little Cow 123 was born: a short story about work, identity, and the strange act of meowing in a world that only wants you to moo.</p><p></p><p>I&#8217;ll be publishing it soon.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Final Song of a Mouse with a Greater 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mouse.<br>No.<br>I will release a cry &#8212; louder, stronger<br>than the final beat of my heart.<br>It is greater. It was always greater.<br>It just did not fit inside my small chest.</p><h6>July 25, 2025</h6><div><hr></div><p><strong>&#665;&#640;&#7458;</strong></p><h1><strong>Canto Final de um Rato com Cora&#231;&#227;o Maior</strong></h1><p><em>Elegia para um rato capturado por uma ave de rapina</em></p><p>Eu, que vivi com medo &#8212; e mesmo assim, crendo<br>que o mundo era enorme, e eu t&#227;o pequeno &#8212;<br>sabia: cada batida do meu peito era pleno,<br>feito dos dias serenos.<br><br>Fugi de presas e garras, comi sil&#234;ncio.<br>Sonhei t&#227;o baixinho, com medo de alarde.<br>E dentro de mim&#8230; palpitavam patas de elefantes.<br><br>Nunca fui forte, nem nobre, nem s&#225;bio.<br>Tive medo.<br><br>&#211; Morte &#8212; n&#227;o vieste como serpente sorrateira,<br>mas com asas abertas: um anjo de rapina.<br>E ali, em seu ninho, esse meu algoz me desfaz.<br>Minhas v&#237;sceras mancham o t&#250;mulo.<br><br>Mas n&#227;o pensem que partirei como um rato qualquer.<br>N&#227;o.<br>Soltarei um grunhido &#8212; mais alto, mais forte<br>que a &#250;ltima batida do meu cora&#231;&#227;o.<br>Ele &#233; maior. 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